pressure. focus. speed up. sloooowww down. salt water. waves. drifting off. screaming. not a sound is made cause not a sound is heard. sinking. reaching. grasping. liquid slipping through the cracks of your fingers. nothing solid. sinking faster. weighted down. like cold hands around your neck. bitch you alive? flashing lights. white walls. caged. looking glass. finger taps from on lookers. velvet straight jacket. pacing back and forth. eyes of blood, rage and anxiety.